tHouGht InSiDe My HeaD

2009-03-31T22:26:00.001-07:00

wake up in the morning

remember her and your tears

start flow in ur eyes

regret and say goodbyes

always in the end of a love

hiding in the dark place

dont wanna talk about tomorrow

dont wanna live and i wanna die

but this is not the end of the world

hes/shes not the only one in this world

we are living here with a test

so u know

how brave u can handle this

so dont give up now

coz all happens to us have a good reason

stand up and be brave

cont…

C.C LEMON

2009-03-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

this is my favorite drinks coz it have a vitamin c

and 100% lemon made

Trip To Mindoro!! Philippines!!!

2009-03-19T21:59:00.000-07:00

seashore

peaceful and beautiful

Love Is Suicide

2009-02-13T02:02:00.000-08:00

love is suicide
it turns your feeling underground
love makes us fool
we dont know what we do
love is suicide
they make our eyes
so red and blur
love is tempting
we cant ressist
the feeling inside
love is suicide (2x)

it puts you on the mood
just like a music tone
and ur feel so young
they like an artist
u need to autograph
there love they gave to us
and when you found out
someone steal ur love
u dont know what u doin
u can killed a person
because of love temper.

love make us fool
u will beg it for more
u gonna die by her love
u gonna
coz love is suicide

love is suicide
love is tempting
u dont know what u do
u cant ressist the love they gave to us

Nasty

2009-02-13T02:01:00.000-08:00

i dont want to brag this feeling
but youre doin to them is so frustrating
im always ashamed to myself
everytime your mouth is speaking

y? dont try to look your face
before u can hurt others feelings
y? always compare yourself to them
so stupid y? u need this
makin fun others life
is not really funny

your nasty human
like a dog in a street side
your doin is like a kinder child
u dont respect others
and say whats on ur mind
try to shut up!!
just one second at the time
coz im sick and tired
to hear your rude nasty tongue
your like a dog barking with no reason
shut up!! dick head!!!

everytime i go home
asking question even they knows
just leave me here in a moment
i need a space and time

dont yell at me coz i heard ur voice
dont shout at me coz im not a deaf
so stupid when you make some noise
so shut up now!!! coz ill never bite you!!

everytime were round and round
all u see is ugly
y? not try to look ur face
is it good or ur belong to it!!!
coz all u got!! is talking monkey
u dont thinks it hurts
all u got is talking shit!!
y? not try to shut up!!!
a second in a time

I Dont Care At All

2009-02-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna talk
all the stupidity between of us
i dont want to listen
all the damn thing in your past
i dont give a damn
coz i already know
what kind of realationship we had

i dont wanna live with you
coz i know im too young to play this game
i dont wanna cry
without you is not a big lost
im not looking in u
coz ur not worth at all
i dont need more reason y?
because ur such a waste at all
do your own thing coz i
dont care at all

i never fall on you
but i want your lust
im not a kind of guy
who fall for nothing reason
if u think ill cry for u
sorry coz not a big deal
ur not the only one inside my head

if u think ill cry coz u left me behind
ur wrong ill thank you
for giving other chance oppurtunity
ur not the one
in this world
do your own thing
coz i dont care at all

Stay Where You Are

2009-02-13T01:52:00.000-08:00

iam cold and alone
how long should i wait
everythings happen boy
i cant ressit on u
are u blind or are u deaf
coz when ur around im
feel invisible to u

my friends say that ill forget u
but my hearts tell me to love u
i dont know what am i gonna do
i dont want to give it up
coz baby ur the only one
inside my heart
ill stay where you are

heres my number call me once
waiting for ur call and txt
u always say how are you
wheres the 'hi & hello'
i know that u know
that i have a crush on you
but nothing happen to us
should am i the one to move
to say hi
boy if ur shy
and im the one to say
i love u and i need u
can i kiss you
hug me with no tomorrow
and tell me that u love me too

come here and feel my heart and soul
so u know how much i love u so
boy your doin in me
make me cold and alone
waithing for nothings
to come on me
if iam the man ill tell u
this feelings i fell on u

iam cold and alone
how long should i wait
what am i gonna do
this feeling i cant ressist
ill stay where u are
no matter what they say
boy u kill me with ur
gravity

I dont wanna Know

2009-02-13T01:51:00.000-08:00

everytime your always in my mind
i want to hug and to kiss you
and tell how much i love u so

i dont know whats the problem
y? we need to break it up
its a small thing baby
y? u left me behind

i dont wanna know
the reason y?
i dont wanna know
iam the one who are wrong
coz baby its not a big deal
the problem u said
i dont wanna know this
stupid things u said

u always listen to me
but when im asking u dont
know y?
and when iam mad
u always walk out
and said goodbyes

controlled me with your goodbyes
crying everynight my baby
dont know the reason y?
u left me behind oh baby
if i have one chance
i will tell u
how much i love u so

i cant live without u

the reason y?
we break it up
its not a big deal to split it out
i dont wanna know
y? u left me behind

come back to me
its not a big deal my baby
come back to me
come back to me

are u give up now in me

True Love

2009-02-13T01:50:00.000-08:00

were always in a fight
everytime were apart
we always cry
everytime we cant fight
the emotion deep inside
coz my love for you is real
as you

hug me with your love
and take me with you
take me to the endless part
of your life
listen to me
and tell me u love me too
coz baby without you
my life is
not complete

when were not together
i feel jealousy
i feel i lost u
and i feel not worth
hearin ur words say
i love you
im in heaven to reply
i love u too
pls steady my love
in my life that full
of grief
i know we can survived
if youre real to love me

i know im far from you
but deep inside of me
is miisin you
i know im far from you
but deep inside of me
sayin i love u
i know im far from you
but deep inside
i need to see you
coz baby what im done
is for us

Dont Be Afraid

2009-02-13T01:48:00.000-08:00

you get hurt
becoz of him
u cant ressist
the love he gave
u have always question
that no one can break
coz only urself knows
how to end

if you still waiting
on his answer
ur getting cold & alone
what will happen to u
if u wait for nothings

dont be afraid to move on
forgive him & forget him
dont be afraid to cry on
let the tears flow
dont be afraid to love again
coz baby everythings happen
to us have a good reason
all the things that hurt
have a lesson to learn

if ur afraid to lose this fight
just swallow ur pride and let it go
its ok to fool once
dont try again coz ill kick ur butt out
its ok to get hurt
this is the only way
to grow up our mind
lets face and love again
all the grief he did
just throw it away
u can do it
to forget him
ur the only one
who thinks about it.

dont be afraid to lose someone
everything is not permanent
dont be afraid to love and kiss
everything have good reason
dont be afraid to get hurt
coz it have a lesson
if u failed then try again
dont lose ur hope

Cure

2009-02-13T01:45:00.000-08:00

so funny how it was
we were apart
i cant imagine u do this to me
i always living with ur love
and kind
without u my baby i always lose
my mind

everyday and everynight
ur the only one inside my head
everylove and everything
ur the only one who bothers in my
heart

i use drugs to heal
but nothing happen
i tear my skin
to let go my feelings
but one thing
i know ur the only cure
youre the only cure

im stuck with all your words u said
and im trying to forget you
i always crying if i hear a love songs
i cant ressist this feeling anymore

rid this pls
take away this in me
or come back to me

i use drugs to heal
but nothing happen
i tear my skin
to let go my feelings
but one thing is
i know ur the only cure
youre the only cure

so funny how were apart
i dont know the reason y?

i use drugs to heal
but nothing happen
i tear my skin
to let go my feelings
but one thing is
i know ur the only cure
youre the only cure
the only cure
the only cure

Inlove In You

2009-02-13T01:42:00.000-08:00

sippin weed drinking beers
lying in my bed ( hey )
thingking of you who the hell are u
get out in my head ( hey )

y? so hard to forget you
all the things weve done
is always rewind in my mind
y? so hard to forget u
all the things coming inside in my head

drink a beers as much as i can be drunk
to healed inside of me
tear my skin bump my head just to forget you
who the hell are u!! always botherin in my mind
coz this feeling i fell in u
is so much tension goin
i cant runaway HELP!!! im loosing my my mind

work work to forget who insect are u
laugh laugh even my heart have a pain ( sucks )
always bother ur stupid decision y?
we split it out ( jerk )
i cant runaway i cant hide my feelings
if i saw u ( sick )

y? u let me go and y? i let u go
im still dreaming in u!!!
i know that ur not the only one
in this world but y? my hearts still
looking in u
im sick to look back from the past
where all ur promises is broken
where u said iam worthy
where u said no matter what happen
we will never be apart

now im dreaming as much as
i can imagine
ill do everything to forget ur name
im still dreaming
but i promise ill move on

i try to forget you
i try everything
but nothings happen
always the same
im feelin
i cant runaway
i cant hide my feelings
in love in you

Ignore you

2009-02-13T01:31:00.000-08:00

i know it hurts
to ignore you
even though my hearts wants you
but ill try
to forget and move on
for the best for myself
coz this is not deserving
being like this

the memories twisted in my head
i dont know the answer to my question
should i love u or hate you
i dont know what to do
whats goin on my mind
always bother y? i love you

get out in my head
get out in my life
coz ur doin in me
is so miserable
dont call me
dont im me
dont txt me
coz dont wanna end up
my life being like this
i know it hurts
but this is good for me
ignore u in my life

im not blind nor deaf
baby im falling into conclusion
that i cant stand up again
im just human
who failed if u say goodbyes
then i cry coz i cant ressist this love
u can laugh now becoz i love u
even i cant believe you

the best thing to survived
is to ignore you
i know it hurts
but i proud to owe this
becoz of you
you make me so stronger
and now i dont need you
its time for revenge
and that make my life
so happy

Surrender

2009-02-10T07:26:00.000-08:00

all love thing u said
so funny and messed
make me believe in ur sweet and kind
u put me down in ur please
try to kiss me and say love me please
i know in the first place
u dont love me for who iam
so now im sorry coz im sick
playing games
baby enough baby enough

coz baby
i surrender now
surrender in ur lies
i surrender now
surrender in ur lies

face to face talking
make me falling into you
but i see in ur eyes
full of fooling in love
i let you talking in ur past life
where u cry
y? ur bf left u behind

make me believe coz
its like a story in the book
but baby im not same as they as fool

i surrender
surrender in ur lies
i surrender
surrender in ur lies

all the lies u said make me believe
but im not a fool as you
surrender in your lies

Not All are forever

2009-02-10T07:13:00.000-08:00

not all lovers are forever
not all love ones always at our side
not all friends are together forever

so ready yourself in loneliness
and ready yourself to get hurt

looking in the windows
tearing apart
i cant stop the tears to flow
and think of you allnite
my head is spinning
and my hearts want you so

walking in the dark
alone my heart is turn to pieces
so hard to accept the truth
that u know its worty
Ur lips Ur eyes cant stop it
to thinking i know now not all
lovers are forever

seating in the dark room
full of story
i miss you so
grandfather y? u left me
i have a lots to ask u
how to be a man
but it sad u let go
i miss u and i love u
grandfather if u hear me
pls give me a sign

walking in the dark
alone my heart turn into pieces
so hard to accept the truth
that u know that have a lots of memories
i miss u so and i remember that we laugh about
i know not all love ones always at our side
i miss u i need you tearing me apart

ur always there to me
we sharing a secret
we talking our crushes
if someone blink eye
we start to blush
and keeping talking to
but when the graduation comes
i cant stop crying so much
u say ull wait for me
and now I'm here still waiting to you

walking in the dark alone
my hearts turn into pieces
so hard to accept the truth
full of memories
hey my best friends
if you hear my song for you
ill wait you here
in my heart
ill tell you how i miss you so

were just a human
and i know we cant accept the truth
but its OK its OK
let it go

if u get hurt becoz of love if Ur alone becoz someone die
if u miss Ur best friends I'm here for you...

lets start to walk in the dark room
lets start to watch our beautiful memories
if u want to cry ill be Ur crying shoulders
don't be shy to let go all things happen to our life